Progress begets progress

Yesterday, I completed my 3rd week of the TikTok Live schedule.

Progress begets progress — I'm really itching to start streaming games on Twitch again.

While today is our family's self-assigned 'day off', I find myself looking at my calendar and contemplating the optimal time slots for inserting Twitch gaming streams.

What can I commit to per week? Shall I start off with one Twitch stream per week, considering I'm still building discipline for the weekend TikTok Lives?

I chuckle at myself, feeling grateful and lighter. This momentum is relieving. Not long ago, I felt too frail, too empty, too exposed to even consider getting on stream, let alone attempting a weekly schedule. Now here I am with a daily blog attached with a daily abstract doodle, 3 weekly TikTok Lives, and a pending addition of (at least) 1 Twitch stream per week.

It might not seem like much, but as someone starting over from what feels like scratch — it's plenty.

The need to criticize myself for not taking the harder, faster, and most optimally productive route is merely but a faint whisper. It is so quiet, nearly silenced, because the truth is seeping deeper and deeper into my core: slow and steady persistence, small but mighty steps.

Marching to the beat of my own drum, trusting my intuition, exploring my creative urges will lead me closer to my mission of unmasking. And unmasking is a milestone into the ultimate goal: the path of becoming myself.

This is my embodiment journey in real time. So much of my life has led me to these moments and yet I still have so much life to give.

I'm grateful for all of it, I know I'll get to where I need to get to if I keep following the path before me. But first – coffee.

Write back tomorrow.

Thanks for being here,

Nadine of the New Moon ♥